Shoulder To Cry On

Posted by Meilani , , Wednesday, March 08, 2006 at 6:46 AM

Ini puisi yang aku yulis bareng temen aku, Robert
kek kolaborasi, gitu deh...
and inspirasinya tuh dari temen aku yang lain en waktu itu lagi sedih bgt trus gak mau ngasi tau kita2, dia napa...
so, Obet nulis sebaris aku nulis sebaris, selang-seling gitu deh..
here it is Shoulder To Cry On
He cries again
in his deep sadsness
He wants to scream
but the world is too crowded
He falls asleep in the silence
His dream remind his sadness again
He wakes up with tears on his face
He doesn't know why but it feels hurt
Now, he wants to runaway
Runaway from his loneliness
Runaway from nothing that
he has nothing in fact.
His life is nothing,
he has nobody to love,
nobody to cry on.
He wonder what his life for,
what he smile for.
He only want a friend,
someone to be there when he's low
He only search for
Shoulder to cry on...

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WHAT IS LOVE??

Posted by Meilani , , at 5:35 AM

Disini aku menanti
Engkau datang dan pergi
Mengapa aku mencari?
Engkau lari dan kembali
Dapatkah aku berdiri?
Tegak dan meneguhkan hati
Cinta menjemput kekasih
Cinta tak inginkan lebih
Aku tahu cinta itu ada,
tapi apa itu cinta?
I felt in love once when I was still in junior high and I decided to end it right after I graduated.
It was my first love and my only love.
I never had any relationship with him for all reasons...
I dated an asshole man after that and I was fed up with it
I never want to get close to anyone since that...
But, I've seen so many love story with happy and sad ending around me this lately.
And they forced me to think,
What is love? What love really is?
Is it dated your bestmate untill graduated college (7years)
and then marry and have 7 kids?
Is it dated every single opposite sex that you met?
Is it dated your partner, live with him or her but never have a legal relationship?
TELL ME, PLEASE!!!
WHAT IS LOVE ALL ABOUT???

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COLLEGE DESPARATE!!!

Posted by Meilani , , Friday, March 03, 2006 at 9:10 AM

I'm going to college in the next 4 months,
and "proudly" I tell ya that I still blank bout everything...
I haven't decide where I'm going to study, which university, what major should I take, etc etc...

G, I don't know...
I can't think clearly this lately, all the exam things, job stuff, have made me so stress
and stuck!!
well, I do have some choices (3 actually) including the desparate choice...

First, Jakarta - Comunication Studies to become a PR~Public Relation
the problems are :
1. I have a part time job, which I love so much now. I'm not sure I can get a part time job in Jakarta during my college time.
2. I don' t want to bother my parents with my "selfishication". Note, a tragedy happened last year and occured my family untill this day and its not cheap study in Jakarta, you must have known it...
3. I live with my grandma right now and I have been living there for almost the rest of my life. It is really hard to leave her in this situation

Second, stay in Medan. I will try SPMB to take Law or Psichology
the problems are :
1. I hate Law, but seems its theonly way to get more respect in my big family
2. I'm fed up giving up in my own life. I want to get outta here, being A PERSON who can stand on her own and get what I want to be my destiny!! T o be my life,my dream, and being selfish once in a lifetime.

Third, desperate choice, stay in Medan, forget all my dreams, continue my job as part time english teacher for young learner, maybe open a class in my house, take care of my grandma, maybe take accounting!

Please gimme something to help me with all this shit!!

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