Akhir-akhir ini ada beberapa komen tentang aku, yang oke ama yang aneh...
Obet yang imoet bilang akhir2 ini ada yang bruba ama aku, katanya ngeliat aku aja dia bisa ketawa (aneh!)
Sementara yang satu itu, katanya dia TAKUT ama aku, huahahaha....
Seseorang yang aku jelas2 ga kenal ngomong aku sombing bgt!!!
En gara2 aku punya video "mandi", image aku di dpan co2 sekelas, t4 kerja, en SEWA KOMIK jadi lain!!!
But you know, I don't care!!!
I am who I am, I do what I like and I'll keep doing it!!!
Here's some from Mike to ya'll :
You can say what you want about me,
keep talking while I'm walking away...
You can say what you have to say
Cause my mind's made up anyway...
I'm taking the high road, going above you,
This is the last time that I'm gonna trust you
You can say what you have to say,
cause my mind's made up anyway...
All that talk that you talk might work a lot,
but it's not gonna work today!!!
uda 2 kali aku ganti title, 2 kali aku hapus semua yang uda aku tulis!
otak ku bener2 blank skrg, help me!!!
I don't know what happen to me!!!
Laugh some time, angry another time, cry the rest of the time...
I don't understand bout my self, its kinda hard to explain, kinda complicated!
I couldn't sleep, dun wanna eat, I'm so stress!!!
I try to tell this story to my mate, but I can't... Feels like my lip is sealed.
And, so sorry Ed if I didn't look interest in your story cause my heart was so hard to concentrate on your words since my brain is so heavy!
I messed it, I know...
I'm sorry for that! Like I've told ya before I'm not ready for any relationship yet!
Few things seem have become better but the others have made me so depress...
And I can't let it out, that's my problem!
Even sometime it's hard to cry, it's easier for me to do fake laugh, fake smile,
or I will just quite, look at the tv but don't catch any.
I was angry to evryone, including to myself..
Dun know what to do, don't know what to say,
hope I'll be able to become Mei who I used to be!!!
Gee, aku ngerasa bersalah bngt!!
Sepertinya ini lah hal yang ngeganggu pikiran aku seminggu terakhir ini.
Kalo orang blg mom en putrinya ada ikatan batin yang selalu ngerasa kalo yg lain ada masalah, it is true man!!
Selama ini aku ngerasa mama aku itu supermom, dia selalu tahu kapan aku butuh en nelpon aku di waktu yang exactly in time!
En today, aku baru sadar, perasaan gelisah aku maybe because of her...
Aku ingat 3 ari yang lalu aku ngobrol ma mom di telp en she sounded sad, aku pikir krn hari itu tepat 1 taon musibah gempa yang nimpa Nias setaon lalu...
Trus aku nanya papah mana?
Dia bilang papah tidur di rumah baru krn uda mulai pindahan barang en ga ada yang jaga!
Aku gak curiga sama sekali, I thought it was normal!!!!
En suddenly barusn Mr&Mrs want to know nyebar gosip kalo mom en pap bertengkar so pap ga pulang rumah,
aku ga tau itu beneran ato enggak but it could be true ngingat akhir2 ini banyak banget masalah yang nimpa keluarga aku!
Aku ga berani nanya, itu beneran apa enggak... Mom tahu banget aku sangat takut untuk masalah2 kek gini en lebih memilih untuk gak tau,
mamah ga pernah nyeritain masalah mereka ke aku krn aku terlalu cengeng,
I hope they will get along together again!!
I don't know what will I do kalo kekhawatiran aku benar2 terjadi, aku bahkan ga berani membayangkannya!!!
Gee, help me! This is a normal life, isnt it?
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