Kemarin bener2 hari yang burak abis!!!
It was started early in the morn en berlanjut terus seharian,
meledaklah...DAR!!!
Well,it's kinda funny right now!
Bagi aku emank lebi muda mara2 right away, daripada nahan2 seharian...
Yang kluar malah yg ga jelas bgt!
Jadinya dikira dilecehin deh...
Parah,euy...
Hhm, I realise 1 thing for sure...
Gak selamanya kita berbuat baik ma orang tuh bakal dibalas dengan kebaikan juga,
gak selamanya kita nolongin orang, orang itu jg bakal nolongin kita balik waktu kita minta tlg...
My question is what can I do then?
Should I say no to evryone?
Should I hate him for the rest of my life?
Oh,yeah I hate him yesterday!
But I dunno how to act tomorrow!!
Wah, keknya uda lama bgt aku ga post puisi...
Ntar ya klo aku uda ga sesibuk sekarang...
Yep!sekarang aku lagi extremely sibuk, bangun jam 5, jog ampe jam 6.30, jam8 bimbel tiap pagi (road to usu)
latian nyanyi buat farewell, kerja mpe jam 6,
blon lagi kerjaan di rumah, napa sih
GA ADA MANUSIA DI BAWAH LANGIT INI YANG MAU BANTU GUE BARANG DIKIT AJA???
Buanyak buanget yang pengen aku tulis tp palaku lagi mumet nih...
ntar de...
Fuh,I feel so strange this lately...
Kemarin Yona ngomong "...emosinya meledak-ledak kek lo dulu, mei..."
One thing that shocked me was, hey!
emosiku ampe hari ini masi mledak2 hehe...
Kmarin aku ngamuk ma Ameng, bis dia nyebelin sih...bolot lg!
trus ma Jatayu airlines bis keras kepala bgt! dibilang ga sama masi ngeyel, huhh!!
Agus, apek en lobet jg ga ilank2 begonya bikin aku BT tiap ari...
Lebih dari itu,
aku ngerasa semua yang aku lakukan ga pernah cukup,
aku uda ngelakukan segalanya untuk semua orang...
i will help if they ask, aku bakal berkorban untuk ngesuksesin hal itu, I don't know, man!
Rasanya ga da yang ngehargain kerja keras itu, bahkan aku tetap aja dipandang sebelah mata.
"Thank you" will be great, but I haven't heard any of them.
Aku ngerasa aku selalu orang kedua yang dipilih, klo ga da pilihan lagi baru nama mei dipertimbangkan...
Trus aku juga menyadari bbrp hal akhir2 ini...
bahwa duia tetep bakal berputar tanpa aku, yona okay2 aja bareng cecil di skul en temen2nya di ipa5...
sementara aku 2 minggu kurus kering kerontang di iec ga da temen ngobrol, paling sksd...
ga bakalan ada yang bisa ngegantiin posisi Yona yg unik dlm persahabatan aku...
Miau, nin en evryone di dunia ini punya kehidupan sendiri, betapa sedihnya waktu aju sadar aku cuman sepersekian dari bagian hidup mereka...
fuh, sebenarnya masih panjang bgt keluh kesah aku tapi aku sadar koq semua itu salah aku juga,
aku selalu marah2 ke semua orang, ga pernah puas dgn hasil kerja, teriak2,
en akhir2 ini aku jg lagi susah bgt senyum ke sapa ja...
so sorry to everyone yang aku sakitin tiap ari, 2 hari terakhir di masa sma aku mo ngaku dosa,
AMPUUUUN smuanya!
buat yang tiap ari aku teriakin, marahin, maki2, en aku siksa
SOOOORY!!!!!
Almost 2 weeks gone from all these things,
of course need a huge and perfect reasons for them...
But the only reason I can tell ya is I had exam!!!
Damn!hehe...
I hate these exam things!!
but still I need to do it so I can graduate my school emediately and get outta school asap!
the last view words made me realise that I will graduate soon
huahahaha....
Just now is the last exam and the best one I guess!
I was just realise that the best teacher is my school is Mr. Teddy Bear,
ah.. I dun what would my Tata negara exam be if he was not the teacher!
I guess that is one of my luck as high school student...
For whole week I sleep late at night and wake eeeeearly, I mean really early!
huehehe...
akhirnya!!!
dengan bangga aku umumin kalo ujian aku sukses berat!!!
Yeah!
I miss someone right now, but the fact that he never call me make me realise that
once again "all kind of male" are just the same!!
Sorry, man! but yes ya'll just the same ga da bedanya!
Whatever you say di dunia ini yg ada ya...
1. Male
2. Female
titik.
En last Tuesday my beloved daddy came!hikz, for only 2 days!
what a poor daughter I am, huehehe...
I missed him alot, I wanted to hug him, kissed him and kept him with me forever!
But what can I do?
I talked to him, had a lil crachy chat with him, shopped together, and ate ( breakfast, lunch, dinner) fuh...
The day when he went back home, I couldn't look into his eyes bcos I wanted to cry
I realised that I want to be with him longer, I wanted to be with all of my family!!
Damn!How can I be so sentimentil right now?
16th May
This is the date when I will have my UN exam,
just want to remind all my mates, STUDY oooyyy...!!!!
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